My daughter hasn't been eating much for the past couple of months and is losing weight too fast in my opinion because she's in pain all the time. I keep hoping things are going to get better with each new doctor she sees but it hasn't happened yet. They just keep saying that she'll be in pain until the Lupus medicine starts working. That it's normal to be in pain when you have Lupus. She got a referral to Pain Management but the first one she got a referral to didn't take her insurance so she's waiting on another referral. She's in a lot of pain and needs help walking so this is unnecessary torment for her and it's brought my anxiety levels up so much that I'm still not sleeping.
So until something changes and I'm not surrounded by this blanket of depression that feels like it's drowning me with no way to swim out, I'm not making a bunch of healthy meals just for myself. Depression and anxiety makes me want to eat my weight in cake but I'm not doing that either. I'm just not eating as healthy as I probably should right now.